oh, decisions..

.."sometimes its the smallest decisions that can change your life forever."

~kerri russell

today. i was at work.

and one of my favorite co-workers came in.
and i said "hi____"
and he says "hey karly hows it goin"
and i sayyy "awesome, we've had a good day, how
about you?"
(we, refering to me and connor)

and he says "well good! i'm doing alright. do you think you
could watch my client while i go take a break.."
and i go.."yeah sure :)"
(everyone always watches everyones clients, its like a
Rhetorical question..)

anyways.

he goes on to say.. "i havent had a smoke in 3 hours, i'll be back in a sec."
and i say "awh, come on, you only have fifteen minutes til you're off work. you can wait! ;)"
(jokingly, i said this.)
and he said "alright i know i can."

(p.s i only told him that, because of the fact that he smokes and we both know its not good, not in any means that i didnt want to watch his client. )

anyways.

his client and mine were playing hide and go seek so we were sitting next to eachother
and maybe a minute and a half passes.

and he says "sorry, karly! i gotta go take a break!"

i only tell of this experience, because its been coming back to my brain ALL DAY.
it happened this morning?

idk..i just think about how sad it is, his life is literally being controlled by
one decision he made 8 or 9 years before.

i guess idk what its like to be addicted to something that controlling.
EH HEM, facebook doesn't count.

muahaha. just kidding.
sure it counts.
but not for me.
cause i'm a productive person.
HAHA
another joke.
but really.


idk its been at me all day.
and here it is 8:00 at night, and i'm blogging about it.

i wonder if which decisions ive made already
that have had life long consequences.(good or bad)

hmm..